Every day I am remindedβthat is, if I stop to think about itβof how rich I am. Walls and a roof to keep out the endlessly dripping Washington sky. Food in my refrigerator. Options in my pantry. A nearby grocery store or drive-thru if all else fails. Clothesβlots of themβin my closet. (Even the outdated ones are reminders that, for a very long time, Iβve had plenty of clothes to wear.) Clean water. A paycheck. Health insurance. Even a few dollars in a retirement account.
Or I could boil it all down: I have ready access to a furnace and a fridge.
Iβm not wealthy by Western standards, but I have what I need and then some.
Itβs that βand then someβ that Iβm especially thinking about today. One year ago today, my friend Harry died. Harry was Godβs provision for one of my non-material needs: the need to be needed. But when he died, Harry became Godβs provision for a whole lot of βand then some.β
About a week after Harryβs death, his caregivers gave me an envelope that Harry had directed them to give me after he was gone. Tucked inside a sweet βthank youβ card was a handful of crisp Ben Franklins. The next day the Bens went to wait in the bank while I grieved the loss of my friend and pondered the perfect purchase in his memory.
One spring day when I felt more like deep winter, the epiphany came. Harry lived nearly all of his 81 years in western Washington, and he was appalled that I had barely seen or done anything interesting here. (Never mind Iβd only lived here 1/60 of the time he had, and never mind that I donβt have money for everything I want, as he did.) So I decided to let Harryβs Bens pay for some sightseeing splurges. In June, a couple Bens paid for a trip with a good friend to the rose-blooming Butchart Gardens. In July, a couple more made it possible to go whale-watching in the San Juans with another good friend. Then in October, the last of the Bens accompanied me on a three-day retreat to the Olympic Peninsula.
God always provides for my needs. He doesnβt always (okay, often) do it in the way and in the time I think He should, but nonetheless, He does it. And Iβm so grateful that I can trust my loving Father to take care of me. But what really gets me is everything else He does besides. I shouldnβt be surprised by His often lavish, always perfectly timed gifts: after all, He is a loving God whose love is not limited by resources. My own parents have spent their lives providing for their familyβs needs and doing as much as they could beyond that to lavish love on us, but their means have always been limited. My heavenly parentβs are not.
I donβt know what 2015 holds, nor how God will provide for everything in it. But I know He will. And Iβm pretty sure that, at just the right times, He will surprise me with a few extra gifts. Thatβs just the kind of God He is.
Happy to have been part of your “Harry’s Home State” adventures. Such a dear tribute to an “and then some” friend.
It was a fun day, Donna! Oh, that tower of tea-time goodies… π π